whats the point when theres no you

2004-04-05T15:34:00.000+08:00

i hate you.. you making me feel hurt..
i really miss her!!
really... but i cant do anything... really cant do anyting..
sitting here helplessly
really painful... im trying to forget her.. but still cant... lord please help me!
im off

2004-04-05T15:33:00.000+08:00

everything has changed.. everything has really changed..
i really missed her.. really
just cant seem to foget the past..
all this while i have been trying to forget abt it..
i just can do that!!!
oh mann.. god!! why?
why is she treating me this way..
arGhh!!! its all killing me..
sam!!! help me...
where are you all?
fancy seeing you people hurting me lyk that..
i cant do anything... but to keep quiet.. i'm off!!

2003-12-05T16:30:00.000+08:00

WheEeE~
hahas well its so fun
getting used to it very soon
hmms hard to say..
gRR but who cares??
whatever..
+sobs+
angel's leaving for aust
im so gonna miss her..
really!!
angel baby yenn misses you loads!!
+mWa+
always will rem you

2003-11-23T23:48:00.000+08:00

-its not nice-
i dont like it
why did you do this
its so hurtful
thats not the you i know
wake up
wanna see the real you
b'cos i truly love you

feeling rather vexed and hurt
have the kinda feeling thats
its bad real bad sick and tired..
bAhh nvm
im not gonna care
rar!! i hate it

2003-11-18T22:08:00.000+08:00

lalalas..hmms.. -yawns- haas

name: yenn
piercings: ? yea i do have ear piercings
tattoos: considering *hmms* (:
height: 16++ cant remember o.O?
shoe size: 6 !
hair color: brown i guess o.O
siblings: sis

LAST
movie you rented: nahh i dont rent movie..
movie you bought: eh?? i dont buy movie too
song you listened to: white flag (:
song that was stuck in your head: white flag!
cd you bought: cnt rem
cd you listened to:err.. forbidden city ?
person you've called: silly boy.
person that's called you: becca?
tv show you've watched: cnt rem
person you were thinking of: *you*

DO
you have a crush on someone: yea :x
you wish you could live somewhere else: somewhere alone :)
you think about suicide: DUHH
you believe in online dating: NO.yuck only dummies does that
others find you attractive: no not at all
you want more piercings: yeah?
you like cleaning: ya myself oh ya and messy room
you like roller coasters: yeah!!
you write in cursive or print: print

FOR OR AGAINST
long distance relationships: depends
using someone: against!
suicide:reason?
killing people: give me a reason
teenage smoking: against
driving drunk: against
gay/lesbian relationships: depends
soap operas: against

HAVE YOU
ever cried over a girl: yeah
ever cried over a boy: yeah
ever lied to someone: duhh
ever been in a fist fight: eh? im not sure if i did
ever been arrested: no.

WHAT
shampoo do you use: vs sasoon
shoes do you wear: school shoes. what else?
are you scared of: loneliness

NUMBER
of times I have been in love?: well, i dont knw??
of times I have had my heart broken?: tons
of girls I have kissed?: LOADS hahas
of boys I have kissed?: HMMM .. shh
of girls I've slept (in a bed) with?: quite a few
of boys I've slept (in a bed) with?: err?
of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends: i dont know
of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: dont know ?
of scars on my body?: lets not talk abt it.
of things in my past that I regret?: LOADS.

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE
pretty: hello?? no!!
funny: depends
hot: no!!
friendly: depends on mood
amusing: err
ugly: YA
loveable: nahh is there hatable??
caring: depends :)
sweet: no?
dorky: yeah..

FAVORITE
5 letter word: bitch
actor/actress: nobe at all
Candy: dont know :D
Cartoon: pooh?
Cereal: dont know what its called
Chewing gum: cool mint
Color(s): ehh?no idea
Color nail polish: dark purple??
Day of week: ??
Least fave day(s): tuition days
Flower: roses as long as its flowers.. i mean pweedy flowers
Jello flavor:purple
Jewelry: ? diamonds?
Special skills/talents: dont think i have.
Summer/Winter: winter!
Trampolines or swimming pools: swimming pool

PERSON WHO LAST.
Slept in your bed: me
Saw you cry: my mum
Made you cry: err??.
You went to the movies with: cant really rem
Yelled at you: mum
Sent you an email: sher sher

Have you ever.
Said "I love you" and meant it?: yeahh duhh
Gone out in public in your pajamas: i dont wear pyjamas
Kept a secret from everyone: yeah obviously??
Cried during a movie: yeah
Ever at anytime owned new kids on the block stuff: what??!!?
Planned your week based on the TV Guide: no thats dumb
Been on stage: competition? performance? hostings? MC?
Been to New York: ya
Been to California: yeah
Hawaii: yea!!
China: yeah
Canada: YA
Europe: england?? yea??
Asia: i am alrdy in asia.hello? are you awake?
South America: nahh
Wished you were the opposite sex: nahh never
What time is it now?: 1304
Apples or bananas?: dedpends on mood
Blue or red?: both?
Walmart or target?: what?!!??
Spring or Fall?: fall..
What are you gonna do after you finish this?: telephone
What was the last meal you ate?: dinner
Are you bored?: not really
Last noise you heard?: dido's?
Last smell you sniffed?: RAIN!! its rainning
Last time you went out of state/province?: nov?

FRIENDSHIP/LOVE
Do you believe in love at first sight?: no
Do you want children one day & if so, how?: i dont know.
Most important thing to you in a friendship is: no comments

Other Info
Criminal record?: NO im good
Do you speak any other languages?: ya? port?
Last book you read: princess diaries?
Name some of your favorite things in your bedroom?: bed..phone?
Thing you dislike about yourself the most: myself
Worst feeling in the world: love and friendship
Who you love: God
Who you miss: *you*

You
Nickname(s): "??
Initials: ??
How old do you look?: dont know
How old do you act?: dont know
Glasses/Contacts: perfect eyesight
Braces?: no
Do you have any pets?:??
You get embarrassed: duhh
What upsets you?: everyone

Finish the sentence
I Love to... hide and cry
I Miss... you loving me
I Wish... to better a better me
I Hope... i can be a brand new me
I'm Annoyed by... this quiz
I Am...still waiting for *you*
I Want to Be... a nicer me
I Would Never... pull together
I'd Rather... commit suicide and die
I Am Tired of... putting on a mask
I Will Always be... there for *you*

Have you ever.
Thought you were going to die: yes!!
Wanted to Run away: yes!!
Flunked a grade: ya one or two times?

*phEws*
finally!! -yawns-

2003-11-16T12:47:00.000+08:00

i wont put my hands up
&
surrender..
-

I know you think that I shouldn't still love you,
I'll tell you that.
But if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it
where's the sense in that?

I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I know I left too much mess and
destruction to come back again
And I caused nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of "it's over"
then I'm sure that that makes sense

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

And when we meet
Which I'm sure we will
All that was then
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on....

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

-
nice rite?
hmms yea..

2003-11-16T12:27:00.000+08:00

have you ever wondered why hearts
would be shattered?
what kinda of holy crap is this?
gettin hurts and stuffs?
how is this?
great?
i just feel so fucked up
..
i pray to Him
for a better me
but whats the point?
when i'll cry everyday..
just seem to hate
all this stuffs
its terrible
its hurtful
its killing me
badly
~~FUCK~~

2003-11-14T23:04:00.000+08:00

peeka bOO~
right now im chatting with rYan
ya that d!ngs fella
we're talking abt his bro
poeY hahs..
i felt a lil bad
when i actually made fun
of poeY or rather
joeL..
hahs.. sorrY joeL
didnt meant to..mind me eh?
hahs fine fine im ~~sorry~~
wahaAhas okok
ya .
rYan is sooo eeevil
right rYan?
you sounded so so happY when
you got to know that i made fun of him
i smelt guilt and you didnt..
i guess you had a *thumbs up* right?
oh ya
i can smell your stench here!!
i hope that you've finished bathing eh?
you are stinky
smelly boY..
--
had meeting this afternoon
& after that off to
bugis(a dammn not a gd place to go)
wth despicable onion and my beloved teckhui..
hahas
was dammn hilarious going out with em
teck was lyk acting cute
onion was lyk acting mature
myself?
i dont have to act
i am myself get it right mann...
*bLeaH*

2003-11-13T22:15:00.000+08:00

hey..
check out this song..
"the voice within"
by christina aguilera
cOOl check it out mann
ok..
i am so tired been for tuition
for like a total of four and a half hours
you think its cool?
nahh you'll die
see its just so meaningless
i try my best to enjoy WHATEVER im doing
but..
turns out to be like a piece ~~shit~~
who cares anyway
i give no damn
i want to puke all over
on second thought
maybe not..
*blEah* =P

2003-11-12T21:30:00.000+08:00

WootS.. today is just so so fun
ermm well just sort of..
life would be so cool
if ~~*you*~~ were there
what can i say?
when things are just so different now
i've learnt my lesson
once bitten
twice shy
still the same old thing...
what can i say?
nothing
the pain is jsut so painful
hard to be cured
and hard to be pure
i have nth to say

2003-11-11T17:33:00.000+08:00

hey hey people
im back with a brand new layout mann its so
funky this is just so amazing well..
hahas sorry that was so
lame.. hahas get a leg
ohh be right back
got to do some stuffs..
see ya

2003-09-12T22:15:00.000+08:00

ok hey im back okok i was lazy and didnt really had the time to do this and ..
anyways im goona change the layouts but you've gotta wait a lil

2003-09-02T22:22:00.000+08:00

hoo hoo hey really sorry k peeps..
well well well i dont know what have i done wrong and someone just came in and blabbered some shit stuffs like i care?? okok whatever so sorry i didnt blog for like many days and im missing this so so so much okok i need to scoot.. see you

2003-08-24T10:42:00.000+08:00

life's been rather corky lately
but..
hUrrAy!!! its my spiritual birthday yestday!!!
am feeling so so great about it..
i mean its just like a miricle
i didnt really thought of myself doing that
am scared.
whatever..

okayy muh common tests are finally over..
unfortunatly theres still alota things fer me to do..
what the ~~fcuk~~
teachers' day is approaching and things are still not doneeeee
aRgHH!!! help me GOD !!
*pulls hair hardly* how how how?
neways am gonna change my layout dont worry its just a matter of time men.. ok
see you gtg.. talkaire..

2003-08-21T22:32:00.000+08:00

well well well
looks like i havent been blogging huh..
cant blame its common test week
blardy boring!! who likes it anyways..
okayy for the past few days bis and ah fan was like smsing me
well i thought that they had long alrdy forgotten me..
*jumpsabout* (: okayy i really misses them loads

fine..
my life have been rather boring these days
i just found out that i actually have no aim in my life at all
what the *fcuk*
i just feel so messed up..
totally no target
i need a life but seems like nothing can help
i miss the good old days.
i miss ~~you~~
i really dont know wherther to say your name anot
i guess i'd better not..
im still ~~thinking~~ you
is this right?? *thinksreallyhard*

2003-08-14T22:21:00.000+08:00

went fer tuition
saw ele muh princess
oh mann miss her too much alrdy..
well thats because we havent seen each other fer far too long!!!
yEnn misses ele
*gRiNz* (:
yEnn misses ~~him~~ too..
hmms wonder whats he doing now??
well i'll know later..
gonna meet him at 11+
*jumps up and down*
okayy thats all fer today..
talkaire.. god bless.. mWa

2003-08-13T21:11:00.000+08:00

had my teeth fitted in
*gRR* was painful
will be having my common test tml
english didnt even prepare..wahahas
well im gonna fail mann... who cares anyway
okok school suck big time mann..
-
hmms i miss him loads..
really miss him..
today was a lil better..
i want my wounds to be healed
it just seem like it cant..
-

2003-08-13T20:52:00.000+08:00

guides picture!! more to come..

2003-08-12T22:13:00.000+08:00

why do i always make ppl sad
why? why do i have to make ppl sad.. hurt them..
why? why am i the cause of all problems?
why? why am i in this whole?
i should have never existed
this is not a place for me
not a place at all
totally the wrong place

i love my mum
i love you i really do
time and time you make remarks and blame me..
my mum just dont understand me..
well no one does anyways.. whats the point?
i hate ~~hating~~ you
i dont have the choice whenever i start ~~hating~~ you
my mind says no.. it just simply said no.
this shows that i really love you
why? why do i need to love you?
its simply because.. you're my mum
i just cant believe it..
how on earth can i be like that?
i love you alot but you just simply dont feel it?

dont bother about me..
i'm sinned really bad im sorry mum i hope you'll know

2003-08-11T22:25:00.000+08:00

aRt oF mUsIc: fAiNt -lInkIn pArK
oh mannn im so beat up went to genki sushi with chicky, ellis and this person
was so full damn full bloody full
okayy was able to reach home by time like 5??
yeapp was like gonna have tuition at 7.30 got to rest and take a break..

tOrMeNtS

am really feeling hurt went i see you being like that i just cant seem to help you
solve your probs i hope you'll tell me frankly whats wrong with you
why wont you just let me know??
"Why'd ya have to ignore me? Don't say u're not.U come and leave.This time imma end it with a "F U , but have a nice day!" . fags." <<< this is your nick
and when i ask..you simply say nothing..is that all you can say?? im pissed..
why must you do this? tell me if you're sad.. gRR

2003-08-11T19:19:00.000+08:00

aRt oF mUsIc: gIrL alL ThE BaD gUys WaNt- boWlInG fOr soUp
okayy am so tires really dont feel like going fer tuition now its killing me..
okayy well i think im saying this all the time FINE.. i know i hate naggings nagging naggings all from her* its always her* gRR
why cant she just stop all this its driving me nuts... *gRR* i hate tuition tuition tuition ...
well who likes it anyways..

~i lOvE yOu aS mUch aS yOu dO~

i am pissed off.. why does all this thing have to come so suddenly? its freaking me out
what the hell.. i need a break GIVE ME A BREAK !!! gRR

2003-08-11T19:08:00.000+08:00

aRt oF mUsIc: gIrL alL ThE BaD gUys WaNt- boWlInG fOr soUp
okayy am so tires really dont feel like going fer tuition now its killing me..
okayy well i think im saying this all the time FINE.. i know i hate naggings nagging naggings all from her* its always her* gRR
why cant she just stop all this its driving me nuts... *gRR* i hate tuition tuition tuition ...
well who likes it anyways..

i am pissed off.. why does all this thing have to come so suddenly? its freaking me out
what the hell.. i need a break GIVE ME A BREAK !!! gRR

2003-08-11T18:25:00.000+08:00

wOOts aInT sHe bEauTifuL?

2003-08-11T18:24:00.000+08:00

2003-08-11T18:23:00.000+08:00

bEauTy!

hMMS like it?

dRivIng Me nUts *dRooLs*

2003-08-11T18:11:00.000+08:00

bEauTy!

hMMS like it?

dRivIng Me nUts *dRooLs*

2003-08-11T18:03:00.000+08:00

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wOw what a beauty!!

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hMMs this is nice too..

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dRooLiNg...

2003-08-10T20:47:00.000+08:00

aRt oF MuSiC : cRuSh-MaNdY mOOrE
wOW..dorts.. hmms i think im gonna miss someone..*sObS* its really to fast.. its shocking fast..
too early too sudden too shocking.. why? why must you leave so early?
gRR you're pissing me off
you are..what am i supposed to do?
you..you..you..
aRgHH i'll miss you loads..
really loads of misses..
-
i'll be waiting fer you..waiting
and waiting till you're back..
believe me
.........................................................................

okayy had tuition this afternoon..
planning some stuffs..
*hEhE* err.. not really sure of it
but im sure i want to do it.. im sure and im really sure..
so just wait a see dudes.. see you
loves..

2003-08-10T01:13:00.000+08:00

aRt oF mUsIc: yOu dRiVe Me cRaZy-bRiTnEy sPeArS
hey hey hey..national day's over..wOO hOO finally!!
performed..hoped that the camera didn't zoom in on me.. i guess it didn't *pHeWs*
wahahas.. took loads of photos.. with my friends.. aH fAn-who was seriously injured due to some car accident
and with bIs- my good mate..hahas..okayy got contacts.. wOw i just like them too much.. wahahas okayy and was like partying at the stadium after the whole national day thingy
played water.. and coloured water.. ran all about the stadium!! that was so tiring!!
went back to PA to change.. went to MAC, drank and then went off..
im so tired!! *gRR* yupp and i realised that the hairdresser used 13 hair oins to pin my hair..
reallyyy i counted!!i was so shocked.. 13 pins..imagine 13!! *sIgH*..okayy gtg..see you love..

2003-08-08T22:34:00.000+08:00

aRt oF mUsIc:
wOOpIe~ wahahas was at city hall esplanade link way joined the brakers
wAo~ know something?? the police caught the skateboarders just now and the scene was so "i don't know how to say" atmosphere.. hahas okayy okayy so it was like that made some braker friends..and all well not sure if i wanna try learning well maybe though
ohh ya..was at elaine's school funfair.. and it was such a crowd men..too many peeps..
well there ought to be many people what.. hahas yea..did some hanna and stuffs.. dedicated to all the ELDDS and 4a1 girls..was quite fun..but i don't know anyone.. only afew though hahas.. so yea.. accompanied my friend to buy his boxers..*rollseyes* err..yea im not kidding 70 bucks. hahas it was his first time though..yea thats about all
tml's gonna be really fun..er i mean quite fun party party hahas okok..will try to do my best tml ya?? kk gtg bye.. loves..

2003-08-07T20:38:00.000+08:00

aRt oF mUsIc:cAnT hOlD uS dOwN -cHrIsTiNa aGuIlErA
hOhOhO..hEy PeePs wAssUp~~
okayy okayy that was lame FINE I AM LAME happy??
*gRoWlS* anyways was quite alrights today..school celebrated heartstrings day today and was
such a so waste of time?? *hEsItAtInG* gRR lyk dUhh right?? of course it was a watse of time..imagine having to be there in that chaotic place for lyk 2 hours.. haahs..a total waste of time!!
okayy hahas was supposed to go for tuition tonight but but but.. i just don't feeling like going hahas
i got ryan and ele to help me fake laoshi *pHeWs* luckily she didn't called me.. hahas.. i was so so worried.
kept panicking with xuan she was lyk "hey hey chill relax"hahas thanks xuan for all that..
okay i think i did some selfabusing?? did i?? yar dUhh i did.. yupop so i did..did some selfabusing..
what the shit what am i supposed to do? cry? nahh thats essential anyways just hope that live would get better.. hahas okayy i gtg se you god bless.. +mWa+

2003-08-06T21:14:00.000+08:00

You are Aurora from Sleeping Beauty!

What Disney Princess are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

aRt oF mUsIc : tOO sErIoUs Too sOOn-gArEtH gAtEs
heys hahas im really realy bored now!! *gRR* well im going to to school tml my stomach hurts badly now*thumpingstomach* wells i need time to sleep aRgHH
okayy okayy school was quite alright today.
danced again.went for rehersal cheered and all.well this morning i mean late morning aRgHH make iy afternoon.. mrs su called me to see her.she asked what problems am i facing..i didn't tell her too afraid to and felt that there isn't a need to do so too. well i'd rather keep it to myslef i should say.
wahahas okayy i cut my hands this morning and its realy visible!! how?? okayy and now all the "what ifs" are coming out and popping in my head aRgHH what if my sis sees it? what if my parents sees it? what if mrs su sees it or any other discipline teachers sees it? if im not wrong this is SELF ABUSE right?? hahss who cares anyways like i give a damn?? why should i care so much?? noo need no need haha whatever heckcare is what im gonna do?? *gRiNz* okayy i'll stop here..if not someone's gonna say imNAGGY again *gRuMbLeS*

2003-08-05T22:26:00.000+08:00

aRt oF mUsIc: gRadUaTiOn-vItImIn C
wOOts wOOts haahs hey there peeps.*yAwNs*hmms i can hear my sis vrying..have no idea why
cant possibly be going into her room and question her right?? am really worried but im gonna get scoled if i goes in.she's gonna YeLL!!yupps danced the whole afternoon and im not really tired though but i really like dancing but ... ... ... im not gonna tell you *bLeaHs*
wahahas okayy hmms.*think think* was happy saw him just now hmms hahahas okayy okayy
i don't really get to see him what..only when i have tuition and sunday satuarday wednesday and.. i think almost everyday hahas sorry *gRiNz*
he was sent for detention yesterday *sOb sOb* he argued with dah teacher ... hahas serve him right haha okayy i was being mean sorry *hYmMs* lalala chating with him on dah phone now(: hmms need to go to school tml.and im not feeling well!! what??how? nvm who care hahas ok
*+jUsT fOr yOu+*hmms honey..am talking to you on dah phone now..*sNeezE*ahaha am not really feeling well though okayy got to stop heree!! see you +mWa+

2003-08-04T22:15:00.000+08:00
aRt oF mUsIc: DiLeMMa - NeLLy & KeLLy rOwlAnD
okayy today was quite a tiring dayy.oh mann cried this afternoon.was really at muh wits about the audition men.mrs wong was lyk telling becca "if you all have no confidence dont go up on stag.. do disgrace girl guides" what the fuck!! damn spars men she's lyk bitching at us all the time.and when we was in for the finals for the singing competition she didn't even say good shit her *gRoWlS*
was crying really badly this afternoon.sorry for repeating this but i really cant get over it really cant.am really confused why wont girl guides have a leader to lead.everyother CCA has leader what the shit does she want us to do can she just lyk let us know?? fucking bitch!!!
went to HBC to did some trimming to muh teeth.oww its hurts well not really though QUITE fine i was wrong. then went NAC and home sweet home.okayy.have been really sad and moody these days i really wished that it can all get away hmms
really misses him alot hmms wonder what is he doing now?hahas sorry mind me:P nvm tml a boring day agin meaningless life is still led by me no changes no one will ever so who cares?? heck care!!
this is specially for TRITON WUI you'd better treat huimin GOOD not only GOOD but extra GOODY GOOD GOOD *gRiNz*i mean i don't lyk seeing you being sad neither do i lyk seeing her get irritated so good luck and treasure her cherish her okayy?? see you

2003-08-03T23:14:00.000+08:00

You are Ariel from the Little Mermaid. You are
adventurous and beautiful.

~*Which Disney Princess Are You?*~
brought to you by Quizilla

2003-08-03T22:39:00.000+08:00
aRt oF mUsIc: wHeRe Is tHe LuRvE-jUsTiN tImBeRlAkE!!!~
*hYmInMG the song* okayy hi peeps what a dayy.am tired now er i mean quite.
woke up at 12am by muh daddy diddy..then had tuition(it was definately boringggg)
until 6pm i went to watch television and then dinner.
muh daddy diddy brought us to fish & co for dinner..
muh sis ate the chicken shop ohh i mean chicken chop(too lazy to backspace) hahas
i ate fish & chips i ate only half of it and gave the rest to muh dad it was sucha BIG plate
i cant even finish it hahas.. after dinner we went to carrefour
reached home at about 9.30pm
and here i am now!! yippe
*grumbles* need to go to school tml and its gonna be boringg again
then heading for the hospital for some teeth thingy its gonna hurt!! oWWW(advanced pain groaning)

Describe your

Wallet :
Black mango walle.
Hairbrush :
Pink -VS Sasoon.
Toothbrush:
White and green rubber.
Jewellery worn daily :
nOnE.
Pillow cover :
Dark blue with lil dull yellow dots on (currently).
Comfy :
Big pink+yellow with boxes and flowers.
Water Bottle :
Nike water bottle transparent white rubbered black
Sunglasses :
Orange(from muh sis)
Shoes :
Kappa school shoes
Sandals :
Orange (Samoa beach sandals)
Handbag :
Do i look like i carry one??
Favourite shirt :
Have no favourite shirt.
Cologne/Perfume :
Calvin Klein- ETERNITY
Cd in your stereo :
Christina Aguilera-Stripped
Tattoos :
nOne
Piercings :
7 ear holes??
What you are wearing now :
T-shirt with a pic of a clock and a pants??.
Hair :
Long tied up.
In my mouth :
Teeth, tongue, gum silva etc??
In my head :
Brains.
Wishing :
To commit suicide.
Is next to you :
Muh bed.
Some of your favorite movies :
No idea
To in the upcoming month :
Lots of surprises and fun!!.
The last thing you ate :
Fish & chips -Fish & Co
Something that you are deathly afraid of :
Being not getting to use the com.
Do you like candles :
Of course!!
Do you like hot wax :
Yup!!
Do you like incense :
Fav so far is green apple and lemon.
Do you like the taste of blood :
Not really but im fine with it
Do you believe in love :
Yup!!.
Do you believe in soul mates :
Yar??.
Do you believe in love at first sight :
No.
Do you believe in Heaven :
Like duhh?
Do you believe in forgiveness :
Of course!!.
What do you want done with your body when you die :
Burned??.
Ever been to Belgium :
Yes!! its beautiful go there!!.
Can you eat with chopsticks :
Yar..but i don't really like it.
What's your favourite coin :
nOne doesn't interest me.
What's something you wish people would understand :
Living is just a waste of time.
Anyone you miss you haven't seen for a long time :
I don't know..

okayy thats all fer today thank you *gRinZ* hahas Lame

2003-08-03T00:58:00.000+08:00
aRt oF mUsIc: c'mon over-christina aguilera
heyo peeps*looks tired* ok was out the whole day me.hey hey hey out the whole day not as in out having fun.let me tell you.
woke up at 6.15am by triton (morning call)
got ready wore my full U then changed to half U
left home at 6.45am reached school at 6.57am?? yea..
when around dah school looking for a friend and saw zhenny
walked up to dah AVA room with her went in for Mr Tan's lecture again
everyweek the same old thing and topic he repeat*gRoWlS*
felt bored and its killing me boring me to death well not death almost i should say hah!
left the AVA room at 8.00am went down to change into full U with zhenny
at 8.40am we went to the parade square for roll-call was damn sickening stood under dah hot sun mann it was scorching damn..haha but we're all used to it.
after we trained on foot drill dance a lil and break followed by dah sec 1s enrolment test!!! *jumps about*
tina is now our xiao mei our only junior haha yipee yar ee yipee yar yar okok that was lame back to the story
took pictures.sang taps and GOODBYE
but for me i went for dancing didn't even eat muh lunch who cares anyway okayy i've finally know how to dance the three songs yeah!!took about 1/2 hour..
went for rehersal at 1pm
stoned in the hall waiting for christmas opps sorry i meant waiting for dah time to LEAVE school for dah PA
was really tired
after everything the rehersal ended about 8.30pm went to kallang MAC with aloy rene wee wee monkey and all
reached home at about 10+pm rushed to bathe and hop on the com and mon came home at 11+pm first thing she did was to NAGG at me damn!! why must she do all this crappy stuffs and now im being scolded by my sis what the shit is this?? damn it men aRgHH!!
anyways this is about all.am having tuition tml yuck! but no choice got to make do with it okok gtg see ya +mwa+

2003-08-02T00:45:00.000+08:00
yEaH!!! i've finally got this done err i mean quite done!! yipee!! hahas all thanks to mUh angel baby and jack!! haha.am really happy happy happy today.ok was a long day today.had audition at 2pm in the school hall for the national day +grumbles+ haa judges were mrs wong that pregnant women, mrs ang that fiercey and mrs sam that mad b|tch.they was really strict but we still got in haha well its expected men.but it was so dissappointing when we got to know that the NCC and the DANCE club didn't get in anyways we all know what the DANCE club members are goos at right and the NCC members are good at too haha but we're bucking up really hard.first the drills then the singing, the cheer, the dancestep!! haha all must be suceeded anyways we've all got motivators rightt?? hahas ok well i think im just gonna type till here need to get my U ready haha nitey nitey~ mWa

2003-08-01T22:10:00.000+08:00
hey its the 1st moth anniversary yeah!! haha was out with *him filled with happiness hahaa but didint eat a thing. im really fed up with this lil thing its getting on my nerves!!! ArGhh im trying to get the template on but just cant what the hell am i supposed to do i really need help really really jack cant even help me and angel's instrutions cant seem to work how how how?? help!!!! can someone just help me!!

2003-07-29T20:08:00.000+08:00
hi i've got a lil progress in this haha but still its yucjy so i'll learn..

2003-07-29T19:20:00.000+08:00

2003-07-27T17:09:00.000+08:00
hey hey i just got this so mind me for that *know nothing * things i've done k?? thanky thanky..

2003-07-27T17:06:00.000+08:00
hey hey peeps sorry i don't know anything about this so mind me okayy?? see you soon take care

whats the point when theres no *you*

whats the point when theres no you